A Poem

Thoughts racing out of control

You want to know the problem

I don’t want to hurt you

I don’t want to cry

I don’t want you to cry

Sometimes I want to leave

Run away from here

But what if it is a mistake for me

And what if it is too late for me

And what if it is you

That I really need

What if I lose you forever

How would I feel

Do I really love you

Do I really need you

I wish my mind would connect

To my actual feelings

I am so used to running from emotions

Putting on happy faces

Losing track of myself

I’m somewhere in there I guess

What do I know anyway

Why can’t I just walk away

And know for sure

That someday I will heal

Could I live without you

I don’t know if I want to

I need help

And I need prayer

And I need time

Time to think

Time to be

Time to find

Myself again

Writer, Wife, Mama to many. My book of poetry, "Wandering Through the Darkness" can be found at https://tinyurl.com/yaos7vp3 Visit me at Misfit-believer.com

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