A Poem

The Road to Hell

When Hell Cried Out

I cried out to God within my sorrow

He felt far away

Nowhere to be found

Anger arose throughout my entire being

Doubt filled my thoughts of His love for me

Rejection threatened my heart and soul

Cursings encapsulated my mind as I prayed to Him

I kept crying out to God in the nighttime hours

When morning came I dreaded the new day ahead

For morning became too much to bear

Somehow, I thought God had overlooked my sorrow

Somehow, I thought God had forgotten to take me home

As I prayed to Him

Evil kept entering in

Curses followed my praises

Uncontrollable curses

I felt a barrier between God and me

I even cursed the curses

Yet they would not cease

Months passed by as I prayed, with no relief

Hell cried out to me, and I accepted her voice

Since Hell is what I knew I deserved

Arising from my bed became nearly impossible

Fear encompassed me on every side

Where was God now?

God still shone within the darkness of my soul

He never left me amidst the coldness of my being

He never forsook His promises or cursed me, despite my curses

He only rejoiced when I finally embraced Him once again

Writer, Wife, Mama to many. My book of poetry, "Wandering Through the Darkness" can be found at https://tinyurl.com/yaos7vp3 Visit me at Misfit-believer.com

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